Finally filmed a proper update! Hopefully will be up today :)
Evil caretaker strikes again
He could honestly not make me feel any more unwelcome here
AND THEN I just got a voicemail saying tomorrow’s appointment has been cancelled and he’ll have to rearrange
Thought I had an appointment with my nurse today and the idea of being weighed was making me feel like crap
Got half way there and realised it’s tomorrow, not today Yayayayayay
Much better mood now
The love means way more than the hate, so thank you, and I’m sending lots of love back! Also, now I’ve turned anon off, the hate has miraculously stopped! What a surprise!
Let me know if it works?
Having serious technical difficulties, I’m sorry! It should be up this morning if I can sort it out! Xxx
My mood has been horrific today, for the last few months I’ve been convincing myself that I’m fine, and I’m functioning so the restriction doesn’t matter and I could stop if I want to, but today I felt really trapped by it and everything just felt horrible and hopeless.
My grandma was coming over to my flat with my mum and I can find her a bit stressful sometimes, so I was getting really worried about it.
But she’s just left and it was so, so lovely to see her and we chatted for nearly 2 hours and it has really lifted my mood, which was completely unexpected. She’s the only grandparent I still have and I feel very grateful to have her in my life.